The "Problem"

Ok. This is a very long and complicated story, but I'm going to make it as short as possible. Over the summer of 97, I started to slip, and I got very depressed. Then one night, my friend said she was going to commit suicide. I stayed online and tried to help her, but I don't know if I did or not. Then, about a week or two later, I almost commited suicide, because I felt really bad. Then she wanted to commit suicide, and almost did will I was chatting with her!!! I felt really bad. Ever since then, I 've been depressed. I wrote a whole web page about it, but I'm not going to put it up here just yet. Maybe in the future. But it is very descriptive of my whole life. Basically, that's about it. Just wanted to tell you. This is not a joke, by the way. This is the totall, honest truth.